Woke up in shambles

I woke up in shambles 
Stark across the room
Nothing but my underwear on
Just what happened last night
Hit the bottle hard enough to fight 
Can't remember what was ought 
I calmly gather up my thoughts
You sit there with a confused grin
Somewhere is my bottle of gin

I want to talk about it 
How much we lost 
How did we lose each other
And what is the cost
i try to speak some words to you
I say it loud but it slips right thru
Everytime I make a fine  Alternative,
we never seem to give a shit
I woke up in shambles again
Wondering if I could make up for my next sin
Guess I should guess again 
Same mistakes damn girl
damn gin
Goodbye my love I tried, I lied
It just wasn't enough this time
Someday I'll make it rhyme but for now
I'll just take my time 
Get up, get dressed and remember my lines
Move on to the next love of mine